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I'm so tired, I could cry...

Tue Jan 13, 2009, 10:42 PM

Mood: Defeated
Listening to: The baby fuss while he tries his hardest to poop.
Watching: Daily Show
Playing: WoW: WotLK
Drinking: Water

So... normally, at night, Izzy goes to bed around 11:30pm and I follow suit about an hour later after pumping some milk for Mike to feed to the baby and he stays up with him until around 3 so I can get some sleep... but tonight, Isabel wouldn't go to sleep for me. Mike went in to put her to bed, since I was getting frustrated and I just wanted to pump and go to bed.

I told him I'd wait out here in the living room until he came out to get me.

He hadn't come out for an hour... I went in to check, and he's asleep.

I seriously felt like I wanted to cry. Not only do I only get about four hours of sleep TOTAL on an average night while he sleeps for at least 6-7 hours of UNINTERRUPTED SLEEP (on account of the fact that I am the one with breasts and have to feed the baby), but now it looks like I won't be getting ANY sleep tonight as Mikey is not really making any effort to sleep right now...

Everything in my body want me to sleep... wants me to cry... but I feel like such a wimp if I do. I feel selfish... wanting to sleep. I hate sleeping during the day because I feel like Mike's mom is constantly telling him how "little" I do around the house and I don't want her to see me as lazy... or anyone else for that matter.

So tomorrow is going to suck major balls... and I have to go over to my parents tomorrow night.

I think I will go have a good cry.

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~Clampaddict Jan 14, 2009, 5:52:15 AM

<333 I hope you have get a good rest today~ Don't worry about what other people think. ; A ; It's not selfish to crave something that everybody needs to function; sleep and rest. (ESPECIALLY when your a mother of two!) Do what's best for you and your kids, not Mike's mother. Anyways, I don't know the situation, so I'm sorry if I'm saying something wrong. OTL
Feel better, and say hi to your mom for Adam and I. ^ u ^
Adam: "DnD night...AWESOME!!"
lawl, anyways we look forward to hanging out. This Sat. we'll be in Orlando during the day probably, but we'll be home in the evening time if that's good for you guys. Anyways, let us know. :3
PS: SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP DD:

~Hikaru-Faoiltiama Jan 14, 2009, 8:50:13 AM

I'm sorry...D=
I hope it gets better. Pump as much milk as possible and make HIM feed the baby next time it wakes you guys. >D(or is that mean?)

You sound like you need a spa day. I wish I could give you a Taj certificate, but I'm not sure if they're only in Minnesota or that they might be elsewhere. ♥

<agreeing with Clampaddict>yoooouuuu muussttt sleeeeeepppp.......!

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~odayaka Jan 14, 2009, 1:39:19 PM

I did get some sleep. I fell asleep around 2:30, woke up at around 5am with Mikey, went back to sleep, woke up around 6:30ish, and was up and down a lot after that. Mike took the kids around 10 and let me get a couple of hours of sleep, and then I took a nap with Izzy around 2... so I got some good sleep, just really spaced out.

And yes, DnD is awesome.

Also: Yes, Saturday eve will be perfect! Gimme a call whenever.

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~odayaka Jan 14, 2009, 1:46:45 PM

Well, I ended up getting some sleep. Thanks for your support though.

He did wake up with the kids around 10am, and let me sleep until almost noon, so that was nice.

I've never heard of Taj, but a spa day would be nice. My friend was telling me about this day spa near where I live that's really nice, and I'm thinking about going after my daughter's birthday (on the 4th of Feb).

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~Hikaru-Faoiltiama Jan 15, 2009, 7:53:10 AM

That's a long ways away, but at least you've got something to look foreward to, right?

Nice hubby.♥ That was sweet of him.

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-Aristotle
"Change and growth take place when a person has risked himself and dares to become involved with experimenting with his own life. "
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~hisako Jan 16, 2009, 1:10:43 PM

babies are serious business

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=lostintheabyss Jan 17, 2009, 1:18:00 PM

you need some definate rnr time for yourself..

i iwsh i could come up there and kidnap your babies for a day to let you rest!! :/

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